What Happened?

This is a post that I did on my myspace one night last week:

Me and Lynn were driving the other day; talking about family and such. I asked Lynn what happened to people that used to believe in God and everything we as Pentecostal's believe to be true and right? How can you be touched and moved and feel and be in God's presence and then just one day;just give up and go into the"world". You go believing in something so strongly and something you know is right and then you don't. I know I haven't lived for God all my life but I never had the Holy Ghost while being in the "world".I never knew what it was like to be touched the only way Jesus knew how. He put together a wounded and bitter spirit that I had. Now whatever I may go through and whatever life may throw at me. I hope that I have enough love for My Lord and Savior and for this truth, to never give up. We all have problems and situations in life that we have to deal with. But were not alone and the Lord knows. He can't help us or fix everything, when we just give up and say forget.Trust in The Lord and lean not in your own understanding for we is always watching over you and everything that concerns you.